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Friday, October 28, 2005

I cannot make a decision. I am waiting for the first day when the change takes effect before I make my decision final.
Perhaps I am afraid not to be needed. People need me where I am right now. To not be associated with them feels like outright massacre. Like I always said, it is with the team where I was most significant. TO be without them is not logical. It doesn't make sense to me.

I doubt if my parents would ever understand what it feels to be without a group to belong to.
I doubt if they understand how content I am right now, how at peace I am with myself.
Heck, I doubt if they even know me.

The Lonely Joker who stares too deeply & too much at 5:45 PM

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Monday, October 17, 2005

I made a big decision a little while ago.
I don't remember what it was, which probably goes to show
That many times a simple choice can prove to be essential
Even though it often might appear inconsequential.

I must have been distracted when I left my home because
Left or right I'm sure I went. (I wonder which it was!)
Anyway, I never veered: I walked in that direction
Utterly absorbed, it seems, in quiet introspection

For no reason I can think of, I've wandered far astray.
And that is how I got to where I find myself today.

The Lonely Joker who stares too deeply & too much at 6:22 PM

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

You've got to give a little
take a little
Sit a spell learn to whittle
Live a little now and then
Unwind take your time l
eave your cares all behind
And see what's around the bend
This life ain't coming 'round again
So give a little take a little
Live a little now and then
In a hurry late for work
Rush and worry but what's it worth
You might earn a rich man's pay
But it won't buy you one more day
You've got to give a little take a little
Sit a spell learn to whittle
Live a little now and then
Unwind take your time leave your cares all behind
And see what's around the bend
This life ain't coming 'round again
So give a little take a little
Live a little now and then
Busy making your weight in gold
But you can't take it when you go
Don't care how high you build your stack
They don't make a hearse with a luggage rack
You've got to give a little take a little
Sit a spell learn to whittle
Live a little now and then
Unwind take your time leave your cares all behind
And see what's around the bend
This life ain't coming 'round again
So give a little take a little
Live a little now and then
This life ain't coming 'round again
So lean back chew the fat
Take a day just to piddle
Live a little now and then

The Lonely Joker who stares too deeply & too much at 4:22 AM

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I am the lonely joker who stares too deeply and too much.