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Friday, October 28, 2005

I cannot make a decision. I am waiting for the first day when the change takes effect before I make my decision final.
Perhaps I am afraid not to be needed. People need me where I am right now. To not be associated with them feels like outright massacre. Like I always said, it is with the team where I was most significant. TO be without them is not logical. It doesn't make sense to me.

I doubt if my parents would ever understand what it feels to be without a group to belong to.
I doubt if they understand how content I am right now, how at peace I am with myself.
Heck, I doubt if they even know me.

posted by The Lonely Joker who stares too deeply & too much at 5:45 PM

The Lonely Joker who stares too deeply & too much at 5:45 PM

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