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Friday, September 02, 2005

I don't know which feeling gives me more anxiety.
Feeling ENVY
or
Feeling GUILTY

However happy I feel for the team's having beaten ATENEO, I could not help but feel, or rather wish, that I was part of that.
There are no regrets. I just have to get used to not feeling the same amount of happiness, or the same amount of sadness over games perhaps lost or won.

For a long time, basketball was the only thing that made me feel REAL.
For a long time hence, I will feel like I am indistinct.

The Lonely Joker who stares too deeply & too much at 5:13 AM

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I am the lonely joker who stares too deeply and too much.